It's definitely a Monday. Definitely, definitely a Monday.
I had a pretty relaxing weekend, but I've just been SO moody! I could actually pinpoint the different moments throughout the day when my mood would change. That's not good. I know it's because it's getting to be that time of month, but this is more than usual. I don't know if the weather had anything to do with it, maybe just a little. It has been raining non-stop for 3 days. And its not normal rain. It's like it rains TORRENTIAL and then stops, then a little while later it rains TORRENTIAL again, then lets up. What happened to normal rain? What the hell is going on with the weather??
I didn't really want to do anything this weekend, but take it easy. Shooting weeks really drain me. Saturday during the day I cleaned up the apartment a bit and went candle crazy. I put candles everywhere and lit them all. They made the apartment smell so nice. Joey was working on the sprinkler system outside and at night we went out to the island. We got some stuff for the laptop and then went to my FAVORITEST Italian restaurant, Vincent's. We ate so much and finished off a pitcher of Sangria. I love that place!!
Sunday, I played around with the laptop some more. Joey worked on the sprinkler some more and then we went bowling! Haven't gone bowling in a while. How I've missed it! We played 4 games and drank and we both got 3 strikes in a row in one game! A turkey! It was crowded there because of the rainy weather, but it was so much fun. After bowling we went into Brooklyn to see my dad and brother for a little bit. We stopped by Hollywood Video to see Brian and ended up leaving with a GameCube system and I bought The Sims! I know what I'm doing tonight! After that we drove to L&B to grab some pizza to go and ate at home and watched Married With Children. Brian came home early and worked on our laptop a bit. Then it was time to go bc I was getting tired. I was glad I got to see my dad and my animals. It's been a while.
Today I feel moody as well. My commute this morning just seemed very tense and some guy started flipping everyone off for no reason. He was stuck in an intersection, how is that anyone else's fault? My hair is a mess from the nasty weather and, we're dark today, so everyone is just moping around, getting stuff done. Some people are in bad moods, everyone looks tired, it's definitely a change from shoot days. This should be a pretty easy week, though. We're dark today, Friday, next Monday is Labor Day and then Joey and I leave for Vegas that Wednesday night.
I really am so excited for Vegas. I could really use a vacation. I just want to get away for a little while. Last night I got really tense and frustrated bc I was remembering everything I need to take care of, bills that have to be paid, just normal everyday stuff. I felt really unorganized and felt like I didn't have a grasp on things and then I come in this morning and forgot how much of a mess I left my desk in so that added to my feeling of unorganization (disorganization?) I needed to take a second, step back and just breathe. I made a to do list and am started to take care of things. I don't like not being in control. When things start piling up and I don't have a grasp on it, I get upset.
I want to be home. I want to be playing the Sims. I just can't stay up too late, tomorrow is a shoot day.